work, Brand New, other stuff...

I'm at work right now, and it's pretty dull right. Printin' papers off for peeps. So, I had heard a lot about this band called Brand New, and had never had enough motivation to check them out, and I decided to do that this week. Good decision. I really like the stuff a lot. It's very angsty, but not in like an overdone type way. Also, As Cities Burn came out with a new record this week Hell or High Water and it is very tasty. http://music.aol.com/new-releases-full-cds/#/9 <--- click that to check out the whole album. Alas, however, my true love, though she approaches, is still 26 days away... When will you be mine new mewithoutYou album? when will you be mine to hold and cherish!?

Other things...

I've had this deep urge lately to write something epic. Not like self-indulgent epic, but just broad and encompassing all of the different avenues of thought I've traveled lately. I think that I want to stop using the term "christian" this or "Christian" that, so I just want to say that whatever I write, or if I ever decide to write this, it would be something with christian themes in it. I guess I will have to explain why I believe that distinction is important at some point, but I don't really feel like it right now lol. Anyway, I really want to write about the Grace of God, and how wonderful and all encompassing it is. I want to write about how nothing really matters at all outside of it. Just about journies through despair and self-loathing, to grace, hope, love and this thing I have inside of me that kind of feels like despair, but its not, its different. The last thing is really hard to explain, its like a despair for other people and the world and not for myself so much anymore.